I am #2!

Oh my gosh, it has been a log time since I have blogged, but I thought it would be good for me to have an outlet.  I guess this will be my journal.  My doctor always says that I need one so why not make it open for the world to read, right?  Here are the key points.  I will touch on each of these later in the week.

I have been going through a lot of changes lately.  My dear husband is still deploying.  It is coming faster and faster.  I am doing ok for now.  I do have my moments of mental break downs and crying spells, but today all is good. 

I have decided to have weight loss surgery.  I have struggled with me weight all my life.  After having the last 2 kids, I have been unable to get the weight off and now I am tipping the scales at around 300. 

I have been talking with God a lot lately and I feel that he has put on my heart that I really need to prioritize my life and start putting me seccond.  This is why from today forward, I AM #2!  This is my new moto.  I am going to make some severe changes in my life and I hope that there are going to be people out there that are going to help me along the way and make me accountable.