Advice anyone?

I have been taking some time for me lately and I have to say that I am not really sure if I am more or less enlightened.  There have been a lot of changes in my life lately and I am just not sure how to deal.  My husband is really worried about me and I really do not want him to be, but I just do not know where to go or what to do. 

I think a big reason that I continue with this blog is because I can be honest.  I do not have to shield my feelings, since I do not think anyone is actually reading it anyway.  It is somewhere that I can be totally open and I think for me right now, that is a good thing.

My husband is deploying in about three months or so and there are still so many things up in the air.  It makes me nervous that he is taking care of all of this very important paperwork without me.  I am not really sure how the Armed Forces thinks this is a good idea to shut out the spouse in a time like this.

I just do not get it.