My DH has been gone for about a month now and emotions have been all over the place for all of us. It became crystal clear to me last night thought that this emotional roller coaster is not just effecting me in the stress department!
My little precious Buggy was doing her homework last night and just started crying. Nobody was bothering her, there were no distractions, as a matter of a fact, I was the only other one in the room with her. Anyway, I asked her what was wrong and she just shut down. I asked her to come over and sit in my lap and I hugged her and asked her again what was wrong. All Buggy could say was Dad and that was all it took for both of us to start balling. I continued to hug her and assure her that God will take care of Daddy and we have to trust in God. I tried to call him, but I had to leave a message. He did call back later, but the connection was so bad that the call did not last long.
I have tried to keep the kids busy to keep their minds off of things. I have tried to spend every available minute with them, but I feel like I am ready to explode. I have to get some time to myself. I am just struggling to balance it all. I know that with God beside me I am going to make it through, but man this is hard!
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